I failed the stupid stupid BASIC THEORY TEST.


I went to take the e trial before my test, I PASSED.
So i went to brush up by studying a bit more, esp those i got parts i got wrong.

I went to take the real test with much confidence.
The test seemed really easy to me.
quite a few recycled questions from the trial.
I had 99% hope of passing.

so while i was waiting for the result, visualing a PASS on the monitor.

instead i saw A BIG BIG FAIL.
My heart really sank.
I just walked out feeling dejected. :(
I really didnt understand why.

Especially when i had such big expectations and confidence in myself.
walked up to alvin.
told him i failed.
He thought i was joking but when he saw those tears falling down my face,
he knew i was serious.

BTT may seem like a small deal or stg.
but i really really wanna pass the first time.

OH WELLS.
but while i was on the way back home, i comforted myself with the lil blessings that was around despite the failure.
the concern of my friends and the company i had with me through the test.
Tho i really dont know why i failed but i told God its ok.


With that i told myself to bounce back!
I will study harder for the next test.
I will not be so complacent and i will PASS it.