Love makes the world go round.

It's so true ain't it.
love from family, from friends, from your loved ones, from your partners.

Since the day i stepped into singlehood.
2 Of my close friends got attached.
I am now surrounded by couples, everywhere i turn.
All my closest gfs are attached.

And i wonder to myself.
how could i have gone through this period of uncertainties..
this period of adjustments.
of being alone.
Of constantly looking at others being loved by a special someone,
having someone to rely on,
someone to call immediately when something good or bad happens.

How could i have regain my strength, my joy.
How could i have bounced back so quickly.
I wondered again, it is me? or is it someone much greater.
someone that took all my burdens and casted it on his back.

I talked to Alvin yest. and we reaffirmed each other.
True, when we see other couple we will miss those times.
But we found new purpose, new life and new strength in God.
And that's what made us so so happy despite a loss that seems like a pity to many.

Turn your eyes upon Jesus
look full in his wonderful face
and the things of the earth will grow strangely dim
in the light of his glory and grace.

Lord give me new strength and mercies every morning.
Because without you in my life.
I don't know how i can survive.