These past 7 yrs or more.
We have been silently tolerating your idleness, anger on us.
Why cant you earn a bit of money for us.
If you love us, i don't see why you are not working hard for us.
to give us a better life.
Right now, i think i earn more money than you.
I bring us out for dinners. Not more. because you don't at all.
I am working hard now, because i wanna bring us out more often.
But why don't i see you doing that?

You always tell us to read motivational books
how to be a winner, how to be successful, breakthrs, give us long talks about the bible and how God is real.
But i don't see it at all in your life.
Thus i switch off whenever you preach.

I love you, i truly do.
But because of all these, i always struggle to give you the respect that you don't deserve at all.
My heart goes out to you, but it always withdraw when i see her working her guts all, alone.
10 dollars is the max i dare to ask from you.
I never dare to question you, or ask you for anything.
I just bear all this heart aches and questions in my heart.
Hoping one day you will come to realise that respect must be earned.