forgiveness.
its so easy to say you have forgiven someone, but its really hard to act upon it.

By forgiving someone, you forget the things he/she has done to hurt you?
What if i can never forget those hurt(s) you scalded on me?

What if those incidents still makes me boil or look at you in a different light?
Have i already forgiven you?

Sometimes i reallly wished i will forget all that you have done to hurt me.
all that you have said, that made me so fustrated with you.
your contradicting actions.

i wish i will forget.
so i will forgive you.
so that i can be normal around you.

But its so hard.
so hard, on my own.

i think this is where Jesus comes in.
I Know this is where my lord will help me forgive.
Because if i don't, why should he forgive me of my sins.
:)

Yesterday, ber, rach and I went shopping!
had a really great and hearty time with them.
i love my girls!

dinner was great, shopping was excellent!
and we did something daring and out of the norm!
We braided a few strands of our hair with coloured fake hair!

me and rach did pink and white!
ber did blue! :)
i Love doing something daring and exciting!
hahaha. If only i have the pic with me!

Ps: lisa go do also ok? HAHAHAHA. let your mum hunt you down