Went we walked past this shop, the pic of girls braiding their hairs caught our attention!

immediately, we got excited and wanted to try something new! :)

Rachy started on hers first! look how excited she was

yea yea. pretty braids!
yay! a very happy girl :)
its my turn now!! la la la la la.
pink and white rocks my socks! Finally, its was berns turn! good good!
at the end, we decided to pay a bit more to put in pretty, chirpy beads :)

our braided hair!! :)

forgiveness.
its so easy to say you have forgiven someone, but its really hard to act upon it.

By forgiving someone, you forget the things he/she has done to hurt you?
What if i can never forget those hurt(s) you scalded on me?

What if those incidents still makes me boil or look at you in a different light?
Have i already forgiven you?

Sometimes i reallly wished i will forget all that you have done to hurt me.
all that you have said, that made me so fustrated with you.
your contradicting actions.

i wish i will forget.
so i will forgive you.
so that i can be normal around you.

But its so hard.
so hard, on my own.

i think this is where Jesus comes in.
I Know this is where my lord will help me forgive.
Because if i don't, why should he forgive me of my sins.
:)

Yesterday, ber, rach and I went shopping!
had a really great and hearty time with them.
i love my girls!

dinner was great, shopping was excellent!
and we did something daring and out of the norm!
We braided a few strands of our hair with coloured fake hair!

me and rach did pink and white!
ber did blue! :)
i Love doing something daring and exciting!
hahaha. If only i have the pic with me!

Ps: lisa go do also ok? HAHAHAHA. let your mum hunt you down

heeeeeeeeee:) my childhood days!
i may not be the cutest kid on earth, but i sure can pose hor!
seee!??
when u small can you pose like that!?!? HAHAHAHAHAA
( sry cheap thrill)

pose #1
pose #2

pose #3
macs with my family! look at my lil bro! so cutsie hor! :)
pose #4

i think my mum looks really pretty here :) see pose again! :)
pose#5
ps: my bro has such a round head !! HAHAH. hope he doesnt kill me for this.
pose #6

:) my cutsie bro! squeeze him tight~

back then, mushroom hair was really in the trend. like REALLY!

POSE# ERRRRRRRRR lost count


HAHAHAH! do i look the same now? lol

was clearing the store room, then saw these pictures!

couldnt resist sharing online! HAHAHA

"I have a gun. and covered head! dun play play ar!"
nvm, zhe zhe still loves you. dun be so violent ok?

HAHAH! thats the tan siblings for you! peace out :)

i stayed up till now to do my pot business!
tired tired!

busy taking orders and settling admin stuff.
a friend even called to discuss some business matters with me!
- mr kebbles u are getting really popular-
HAHA

tho i am really physically tired, i really wanna thank all my friends who supported rach and I.
so many of you, bought mr kebbles just to support us.
i really hope you like him too! not just to make me happy alright?
he is a real plant know! :) must take care with tlc :)

I have so many friends that helped us advertise our business.
one of them even mass emailed his friends and uploaded mr kebbles pic as well!
For all of your effort/sincerity, i am really touched.

Thr this mini business, i could really see so many ppl's love and support for me. as a friend.

Mr chia& Mr tan, i can never thank you enough for your support and help!
you guys really rock my world. Few guys would accom a girl here and there and give her advise on girly stuff!
:)
and the two of you gave so many cute ideas to our project!
love love you!

my business partner, rachy- you're always so supportive of my ideas.
rber at first, i was quite hesistant but u cont to give me encouraging responses!
:)

ultimately, i wanna thank God for seeing me thr all the ups and downs of making money!
and how he blessed/ encouraged us all these while.

sry for the verbal vomit, but i just feel so appreciative, that i need to pen down my thoughts! :)

going to bed alr! heee :)

ps: mr kebble says good night!

project pots!

presenting mr kebbles!

i have been busy doing / designing this fellow for days

if any of you are interested in getting one for your loved ones this vday!

pls visit measureoflove.livejournal.com to comment! or tell me! :)

fyi, its a real real REAL plant! hahahahah

so many of my friends thought it is fake! ITS REALLLL! :)

went out the whole day with mr tan and mr chia!
wooooooooooooo!

We went to ps to buy materials for PROJECT POTS!
too bad rachel cant make it down :(
its a selling project for vday! :)
super cutie and very very unique!

And i thank God this 2 boys really accompanied me everywhere and gave me a lot of feed backs.
i went to made with love, spot light ( a girls play house )
Spent 3 hrs there, but they didnt complain one bit!

:)
i really appreciate your involvement!
will put up the final outcome very soon!
pls pls support yea :)

its e season of loveee ~

I shall blog on my experience in hunger camp first!

I was told that i am going to be a leader just one week before the camp.

Surprising but true. i was taken aback.

Firstly, i just came back from step out camp not long ago, was physically drained.

Secondly, i wanted to go for hunger camp as a member to receive rather than give.

thirdly, i had to prepare devotions during the Christmas week which was already super packed!

I felt very inadequate and stressed! i mean, i needed time to reflect and prepare myself spiritually too!

the day before the camp, i stayed at sal's place to discuss the devo and activities.

the devo no model ans one hor! hahah!

and it was slightly deep, esp since my members are only 15-16.

Honestly, i was grumbling a lot before the camp, i asked God why me?!

But i really wanna thank God, during the camp i learnt a lot from my members.

They were so open, transparent, and willing to learn more abt God.

It was so easy sharing with them.i was really amazed.

There was once, my member, joleen prayed for me.

She thank God for using me to bless them.

i almost teared.

my member praying for me. i was very touched.

And the boys and girls hit it off very well.

no gender discrimination, haha! woodlands mixed with tamp very well too!

The last night of the camp, the whole group didn't want to sleep!

and they didnt! we played games in a tv lounge, laughed every 5 mins.

i am not being sarcastic here. We just kept laughing.

THE JOY of the lord! haha

Before we set off, i told me members to pray for each other. just walk around and pray for each other.

:)

it was a moving sight for me.

i truly hope they will bring back everything they've learnt: devo, work shops, sermon. back with them!

Thank you Jesus for giving me such an opportunity to work with these amazing lighters.

And for working thr me and in me during the camp!

:) it has been a privilege

so long since i last posted!
inertia man! seriously.

i have so much to say! so so much!
perhaps too much that i find blogging a troublesome channel for me to express it out.

all in all i had a EXCELLENT dec holiday.hunger camp. christmas. and countdown :)

was sick last 2 days. pain in the chest. difficulty breathing.
felt super sick yest night.
however mr chia came over and took care of me.
put me to sleep.
rub vicks on my forehead, back,neck.
suddenly everything felt much better.

the power of VICKS! HAHAHA
no no the person, i mean.
but friends, keeep praying for me because the pain's still lingering.

just started school. and everyones asking me how it was.
it was fine. new faces. new enviroment.
nevetheless, fun!
met a good malay friend alr!
he has to run 40 km every week if not he will feel CRANKY?!?!?!
( wat nonsense ?!?! ) i will feel cranky if i run 40 km man.
and with my SILLIEST friend with me all the time.
schs much better :)

my new year resolution:
1. Have unshaken faith in God. despite situations, i must learn to trust him ALL THE WAY.
2. Do everything with only motive- to please God and not man.
3. Be more discipline in all things.
4. Be a encourager to everyone
5.have a positive and cheerful spirit.
6. Let Gods joy reign in me forever! whatever the circumstance.
7. Be the best i can be to my friends/ other half!
8. LOVE like Jesus first loved/loves me.

thank you thank you very much :)