The lord spoke to me greatly with the two sermons i attended yesterday!
He really spoke to me about my dreams and how i should never give up on it.
Sometimes disappointments make us so numb to failures.
so numb to our emotions.
In fact, some of my dreams have faded, withered and died.

I thought perhaps its God's plan for me?
But after so many situations, i felt God speaking to me.
Never to give up, never to give up
And most importantly, never to give up on my father.

I need to start planting seeds of faith, seeds that i have lost so long ago.
I need to rise from within and starting believing in myself and my father.

Dear lord,
I love you so much and i want to learn how to love you more each day.
Love you with all i have, all i am.
Not to push you aside.
Thank you for never giving up on me.
Thank you for hoping i will never give up on you too.
i heard you lord, i heard you clearly.
thank you, from the bottom of my heart.