Just got home not long!
tired tired, reccently quite busy with many things!
Met rachy after work to buy MOL clothes :) :) yay more to update for christmas! yea yea!

hahahah! i was late so she had to be a loser and eat alone in long johns! sorry ar dear!
Talk abt being late!
Out of very good will! i went to woodlands lib to help my friend borrow this excellent book by ted dekker!
The title's three! man, everyone should go read it, esp if you love thrillers!
This book is the ultimate thriller man, you wont know why its called three only untill the END OF THE BOOK! :) how cool is that! And its has a very HUGE ENORMOUS TWIST in the end.
A twist you can never ever imagine.NEVER OK, SERIOUSLY!

Anyways back to the late story, i found the book! so was very happy, got another book by him for myself too! ( by the way he is a Christian author ) Then when i was walking down i realised i lost my DAD'S EZLINK WITH $ 20 VALUE INSIDE!
Must be when i drop from the bus before i reached the library!
arghhhhhhhhhhh.
double arghhhh
:(
:(
i hate to loose things that are not mine! I feel so irresponsible and bad:(
Its been a long time since i last lost something.
felt very lousy. But had a heart to heart sms talk with my dear.
He really lifts me up in situations as such.
We both agreed every downs has something for us to learn and we should NOT let satan steal out joy!
so immediately after that, i felt a whole lot better
:D
heeeeeee.

2 things to add to my happiness :
1. CAROL TAN HUI MIN is back!!!! i miss that crazy girl.
And she bought goodies back for me! :) yay yay
2. Tmr's my last day of work!!! wooooooo hooooooo
I can now officially pronounce greg as the ONLY slacker left!
HAHAHAHHAAH

:)

Christmas is coming!!
I love love lovvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeee christmas! :)

makes me feel like singing the carols, (speaking of which i missed that crazy girl! come bACK from korea quick! :) )

bask under the lightings, dance in the snow( artificial ones that is )

woooooooooo hooooooo :)

I had a few pretty memorable christmas.

only a few. I hope this year would be memorable for me!!

I wanna spend a day with <3,

shopping, eating at a christmassy place,

capturing shots together! :)

SO much to do, so little time!

The lord spoke to me greatly with the two sermons i attended yesterday!
He really spoke to me about my dreams and how i should never give up on it.
Sometimes disappointments make us so numb to failures.
so numb to our emotions.
In fact, some of my dreams have faded, withered and died.

I thought perhaps its God's plan for me?
But after so many situations, i felt God speaking to me.
Never to give up, never to give up
And most importantly, never to give up on my father.

I need to start planting seeds of faith, seeds that i have lost so long ago.
I need to rise from within and starting believing in myself and my father.

Dear lord,
I love you so much and i want to learn how to love you more each day.
Love you with all i have, all i am.
Not to push you aside.
Thank you for never giving up on me.
Thank you for hoping i will never give up on you too.
i heard you lord, i heard you clearly.
thank you, from the bottom of my heart.

Yesterday was STAYOVER NIGHT! :)
serena came over to prac P'n'w AND chilled!
its been so long since we last had a stay over!
oh wells.
the prac was goooooood :)
After that we rewarded ourselves with a game of PAYDAY!
fun fun game, esp when my bro pl ays it with us.
Two of us are the daring ones in the game, took a lot of loans & made a lot of DEALS! :)
HAHAHHA!
we love pay day!
guess who won!
HAHHHAHA MUA! i took back $75800! if only those were real money :( :(

After the game, Serena and I chatted till 1-2 am.
Talked about rs, God, Thought provoking questions.
A really hearty talk tho i was so sleeeeepyyyy.
yay! seerena more to come!

I'm am off to take some pics for MOL! AND THEN TO PRAYER MEETING!
After which I CO-planned a surprise for my silly friend! hope she will be shocked! :)
Finally i will be meeting wilbur for dinner and movie!ENCHANTED!! :)

toooodles ~

Happy 17th monthsary!

For all you've done,

:)

Things i wanna do now:
1. shopping SHOPPING SHOPPING! ( for my own pleasure of course)
not everyone can be a gd shopping partner, surprisingly <3>
2. christmas shopppppinggg!! :) LISA CHENG quickly finish ur exams can ornot!~
3.christmas mani cure! my buddy system! ahem DE DE!
3. see the lightings in orchard and take a slow walk down, absorb the christmassy atmos
4. Chill in my room ( perfect if it rains ), with a cup of hot cocoa and a storybook :)
5. paint my room! which serena enthusiasticly volunteered! lol
6. Think of something special to do for christmas with my gfs, this yr better be good!
7.Have a hearty girls day out with all my girls. SRY VAN for psing u that day :(
8. watch

• alvin the chip munk! ( al really resembles that cutie ok! )
• enchanted
• brats with my sss students
• beowulf
• the mist

Someone pls tell me which show to omit! argh the list never stops!

ps: i dont like bee movie! :( wasted my money!

pss: i got a BIG ulcer like half a 5 cents coin size! its two combined to one man! horrible!

My weekends were spent on meetings/lunching with friends/baking!
LOOOOK at the creamy chocolate icing! :) :)
This few batches is my most successful cupcakes!yay yay!
Brought to SSS and shared it with my students.
They really enjoyed it and kept coming back for more!
I really love them to bits :) :)
If only they are ALL MY YOUNGER SISTERS!
i will tie their hair, go shopping with them, watch movie tog, MAKE them tell me abt probs! lol, HAVE blanket party in my room!

How i wish i have a sister :( HAHa when isabella & annabella came to my hse, i was thinking its quite cool for them to have each other!
Can share clothes/makeup/storybooks! lol
my silly annabella took back many many books from my hse ! :)
Enjoy reading ar girl!

















I was feeling abit down and irritated a few days back! Took leave on wednesday...
then lo and behold! when i went back to my office..
guess what i found on my table :)

" Dear charity,

ELiza, angela and bleeh here! come back soon! we miss you! <3

loves, xoxo."

My heart melted, it really made my day!! :)

Due to the retarded-ness of my silly computer, i cant load the pictures of the girls!
:(
i will sure miss you girls when i leave.

its not easy, it really isnt easy at all.
so much feelings all bottled up inside.
why is it, now, i hesitate so much to tell you how i feel.
all the fustration, all the - why doesnt this seem to mean as much as it means to me- feeling. ARGH!
i need to speak up

All because of the stupid tehhhhhhhhh i was kept awake~
i had to go msn to chat with anyone online.
hahah, thankfully lisa was online.
And that was it, we talked about church,camp,work,sch,scandals( hers* ) lol,
and our beautiful memories in sec sch.
That kept me going, memories after memories flooded in the convo.
WE kept helping each other finish our sentences with "ooooooh yaaaaaaaaaa!, yessssssssss!, oh mannnnnnn!, HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA"

My sec life was filled with love affairs, teasing, laughing, joking around, mugging, bonding & BAND!
band played the biggest part of my life then.
ALL those memories, those priceless memories.
Those times ,i would mark down on my note pad whenever my crush walks past my window!
Those times, my stomach will hurt so badly because of the excessive laughters.
i will give anything to be back where i laughed crazily, be who i really am with my beloved friends.
The innocence, the together-ness, the ups and downs, the determination to clinch all the SYF awards. Not to forget the scoldings we get for making too much noise ALL THE TIME!
Even the teachers have to seperate all of us!

oh man, those were the happiest days of my life, till now that is.
Altho spf was/is a infamous school, i never ONCE regretted being in that school.
i learnt so much, made so many lasting companions.

memories.
memories that would never be replaced.

watched star dust with al yest!
I TELL YOU the show is FANTASTIC okay!
its really romantic, heart-warming,shocking at times & HILARIOUS!
super brilliant adventure show!
- A MUST WATCH-
The characters in the show acted really well and the plot was good.
Makes the audience wanna know what's gonna happen next.
Most importantly it has a good ending! :)
The male actor is super charming/suave man!
But i feel they should get a better looking "star"
i shall give it 4/5 stardust!

:)

so many prayers, i know you are still faithful

Its a DRAWWWWWWW!!!
The soccer match between arsenal and man-u was super exciting!
went down to Elizabeth hotel to catch that exhilaration!
:)
It was different from watching from hawker centres because the atmosphere was really different!
the fans were singing/cheering/scolding vulgarities at the opponents!
HAHA!
but it was a reallly good experience, i seem to like soccer more man!

Spotted a few eye candies alr! HO HO HO
Before the match i went to meet celeste to pass her a dress!
wow! she looks quite different, miss her quite alot!
:)
shes a really good customer! lol

All in all, a gd day spent! Tho there were a few cock ups during the day!
I came home tired but satisfied!
:)